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\section{Chapter 14: Villain}\label{chapter-14-villain}}

\begin{quote}
``\emph{All lessons worth learning are drenched in blood.''}

-Dread Empress Triumphant, First and Only of Her Name
\end{quote}

We rode for Ater.

I forced myself awake for my sword lessons and kept up my readings, but
I hadn't spoken a word to Black since Summerholm. The Fields stretched
in every direction around us, farms and grasslands as far as the eye
could see: empty, most of them. The farmer seemed aware an Imperial
party was coming through and they avoided the sight of us. I spent my
evenings in silence, staring at closed books and thinking about the city
I'd just left. I'd made a mistake. There were things about the way I'd
reacted on the day of the hangings that bothered me, and I had no real
explanation for them. Oh, I was still more disgusted than I could
properly put into words. I'd taken lives before, but learning about the
sacrifices had been a different matter. I'd killed for justice, when no
one else was willing to give it. I'd killed in battle, when my enemies
left me no other choice. That three prisoners, no matter how they'd
ended up on death row, had been slaughtered like cattle to keep me alive
still made me nauseous. They hadn't died for a greater purpose, they'd
died for my sake. Used up for their blood like animals. Their deaths had
been unasked for, and they were not my fault, but the were my
responsibility nonetheless.

As for the hangings\ldots{} I could see, now that the heat of the moment
had passed, that they'd been doomed to die. The Knight wasn't wrong that
they'd committed treason. Sparing them would have weakened Imperial
authority and let a pack of conspirators who'd already been part of the
murder of a Governor on the loose. That thought did not, however, extend
to the sympathizers who'd died like the rest. How many in the Lost Crown
had actually been part of the Sons of Streges? The group had been a
small one, and ineffective before the Lone Swordsman had gotten
involved. \emph{There certainly weren't fifty of them, and that's how
many got the noose.} Were they innocent? No, perhaps not. But they were
mainly guilty of hating the Empire, and how could they be blamed for
that? If Black hung every sympathizer in Summerholm, there'd be nobody
left in the city but the Legions.

It wasn't enough, though. There was more to it. It hadn't helped that
I'd nearly lost my life the night before and been told of death after
death the moment I woke up. My hands still shook when I thought of how
close I'd come to dying that night, slowly bleeding out on the floor as
the hero walked away. If he'd been even a little more thorough, just a
little less sure my wound would kill me\ldots{} I took a deep breath a
steadied my hand. The thought of going into a fight again had dread
creeping up my spine, and I hated every moment of it. The whispers from
the crowd had pushed me, in a way. For all that I'd pushed through as I
walked, even now the memory of them stung. I'd thought I was prepared to
be called a traitor by my people, I'd gone into this knowing they'd
consider me one, but after actually living through it I knew I'd been
anything but. Some part of me had wanted to set myself apart from what
was happening, to prove I wasn't betraying the land I wanted to save.

My conversation with the Swordsman kept plaguing my thoughts.
``\emph{How can you possibly justify working for these tyrants?''} he'd
asked.I'd dismissed him as yet another heroic imbecile, back then, but-
I frowned. There was no but. There should be no but. Why did a single
conversation with a man I held no real respect for shake me so? It
wasn't like he'd made any good arguments. Just platitudes about kingdoms
and banners, the kind of sentimental logic someone with no solid
reasoning would use. There was something at play here I didn't
understand. I still couldn't feel my Name, and the last time I had was
in the wake of letting the hero go -- they were related, in some way.
I'd failed some sort of test: my Role had found me wanting in some
manner. It burned me that the only person I could have discussed this
with was the Black Knight, and I just \emph{couldn't}. Putting aside
that I'd knowingly tried to push a hero into starting an insurrection in
Callow, just the sight of the man was enough to fill me with cold anger.

Three times, his voice had turned strange as he gave orders. Three times
I had obeyed, regardless of what I wanted. That he'd casually
commandeered my own body wasn't something I ever intended to forget --
and no one held grudges quite like Callowans.

The days passed one after another and I dug into the books. Most of them
were history, as it turned out. Praes had been a mess before the Empire
was even declared: there'd been no less than four Soninke kingdoms in
the north, fighting each other over land, and in the Hungering Sands the
desert tribes had slaughtered each other brutally over ever-scarce
resources. They only people they'd hated more were each other: the
Taghreb had frequently raided into the southernmost Soninke kingdoms,
stealing everything they could get their hands on and burning the rest.
Back then the goblin tribes in the Grey Eyries had been nothing more
than a presence looming in the background, though they'd already been
forging iron weaponry when everyone else was still using bronze. In a
sense the Clans had been the force to be reckoned with, back in those
days: humans tread lightly around them, fearful of the great greenskin
hordes in the Steppes that descended like a flood of death every few
decades.

It was a feeble distraction, though, and the tension rose with every
passing day. It had become nearly intolerable by the time we got to the
Blessed Isle. The barren rock in the middle of the Wasaliti River had
been the furthest Miezan stronghold on the continent, meant to be the
stepping stone for an invasion of ancient Callow before the Licerian
Wars put an abrupt end to those prospects. It had changed hands hundreds
of times since those days, but the massive stone bridge linking the
island to the ground from both sides still stood unbroken as a testament
to superior Miezan engineering. The ancient fort had become a massive
castle in the wake of Dread Empress Triumphant's fall, when the Kingdom
of Callow had finally claimed it as its own. Before the Conquest it had
been the fortress-temple of the Order of the White Hand, the steel-clad
paladins who guarded the eastern border of the kingdom. For centuries
they'd been a plague on the Empire, raiding beyond even the Green
Stretch. There were still songs sung about the time they'd ridden up to
the Nine Gates of Ater, leaving the corpse of a Praesi general in sight
of the city walls as a warning against designs to the west.

It was a ruin now, the very stone blackened and burned by the largest
deployment of goblinfire in Praesi history. The Order of the White Hand
had been wiped out root and stem as the opening move of the Conquest,
the paladins killed to the last man and woman so that they could never
rise again. It had been the moment when Callow started taking the newest
Black Knight seriously, though not quite enough: two weeks later the
infamous massacre on the Fields of Streges had effectively broken the
better part of the Kingdom's military strength. We rode under the broken
arches of the only gate in silence, the wind hurling itself at the ruins
sounding eerily like a dirge. It was said that if you listened closely
you could still hear the screams of the two thousand who'd burned alive.

The sun was setting and the Blackguards immediately set to making camp
under one of the larger towers, putting up the tents and starting a
fire. Some of them had left the party to hunt earlier and caught a
handful of rabbits they were intent on turning into stew, skinning the
beasts and putting them into an iron cooking pot. I left Zombie in what
must have once been the outer stables, avoiding the company of Black and
Captain who were sitting by the fire. I could have just retired to my
tent with a book and a candle, but after a long day's ride I felt like
stretching my legs: I wandered off into the ruins, not quite sure what I
expected to find. The fortress had been thoroughly ruined, I found out.
Even the inside of most structures was scorched, and not a single roof
had survived the taking of the Isle. Here and there skeletons peeked out
from under the debris, the bones themselves blackened and warped as a
grim reminder of the dangers of goblinfire.

I wasn't sure why the Empire had never bothered to rebuild and garrison
the Blessed Isle, truth be told. As the only way across the river it
seemed like a key position to hold, but the Praesi seemed happy enough
to leave it a wreck. A warning against defiance, maybe? Maybe even they
were unsettled by what had happened here during the Conquest. I let my
feet take me wherever they felt, eventually ending up by the southern
wall. The view from there was striking. To the west fields swallowed the
horizon, tinted red by the light of the setting sun, and to the east the
Imperial road stretched beyond what the eye could see. It went all the
way to Ater, I knew, one of the larger projects undertaken by the
Empire. \emph{Dread Emperor Tenebrous}, I dredged up. He was the one to
get it done. He'd seemed like a promising ruler early in his reign,
until he'd made one deal too many with the Underworld and become
convinced he was a giant spider stuck in a man's body. Things had
swiftly gone downhill after that.

I got bored with the sights eventually, walking down a half-ruined set
of stairs to make my way back to camp. I was getting hungry, and I still
had some readings to get done before I went to bed. I crossed into an
open courtyard surrounded by a quartet of smaller bastions but stopped
dead in my tracks when I realized I was no longer alone. Lounging on a
miraculously untouched stone bench, a strikingly beautiful Soninke girl
was watching me with a pleasant smile. I reached for my my sword before
realizing I'd left it back in camp -- I no longer wore it outside of my
lessons. All I had was my knife, and even in the dying light I could see
that the Heiress had a bared blade resting across her lap.

``Catherine Foundling,'' the dark-skinned girl spoke amiably, her
sing-song Mthethwa accent caressing the words. ``It was past time we met
properly.''

``Heiress,'' I replied. ``Didn't think you'd be inclined to talk, after
what you did in Summerholm.''

The aristocrat shrugged elegantly.

``It was nothing personal, Catherine,'' she told me. ``I thought you
were a threat, back then. This is how the game is played, yes?''

I grit my teeth. She'd set the other three claimants -- well, maybe two,
Rashid likely had gotten there on his own -- on me and it was
\emph{nothing personal}? After a heartbeat I frowned.

``Back then,'' I repeated carefully.

Heiress smiled, warm and friendly. ``I know better, now. I wasn't sure,
after you let the hero go, but after that display in the Court of Swords
there can be no doubt.''

My blood ran cold. There'd been nobody else on the walls, when I'd
pushed the Lone Swordsman into the river. How could she- No.~She might
be guessing. No need to hand her leverage she might not have.

``Not sure what you're talking about,'' I grunted. ``The Swordsman got
away on his own -- heroes do that, you know.''

The beautiful girl laughed. ``Of course he did. I withdraw any
implication to the contrary. Still, there's no need for us to be
enemies. I've come with a peace offering, you see.''

I raised an eyebrow. ``I was under the impression that your Role and
mine were supposed to be at odds,'' I pointed out.

``We would be,'' she agreed. ``If you were a real Squire.''

My fingers closed against the handle of my knife.

``Would you care to repeat that?'' I whispered. ``I didn't quite catch
what you said.''

She waved away the threat. ``Come now, Foundling -- you don't actually
\emph{want} to be the Squire, do you? If you did, that deplorable scene
in Summerholm wouldn't have happened.''

``I've killed for this Name,'' I replied coldly. ``Careful, Heiress.''

``I've killed for good theatre seats, my dear,'' the Soninke chuckled.
``That's the way of things, in the Wasteland. That's why you're so
disgusted with us, isn't it?''

``If you're looking for an impassioned defence of the Praesi moral
fibre,'' I said through gritted teeth, ``I'm afraid you're barking up
the wrong tree.''

``Oh, I quite agree with you,'' Heiress told me feelingly. ``You're
different, Catherine. Trying to be one of us can only hurt you. It's why
I'm offering you a way out.''

\emph{What?}

``You're feeling trapped, right now,'' the other girl told me, ``but you
don't have to be. I have a ship waiting, and I can get you back to Laure
safely. Or anywhere else you want to go, for that matter. You can start
over without all this mess hanging over your head. Tonight. Just say the
word.''

My heartbeat stilled. She was saying the truth. I knew it in my guts,
she was saying the truth. If I accepted, I'd set out on a ship tonight
and leave before anyone could catch me. I couldn't go back to Laure,
obviously, but I could sail down the Wasaliti until Mercantis and make
my way into the Free Cities. I'd be beyond the Empire's reach, there.
Safe.

``And if I refuse?'' I asked quietly.

``Are you?'' Heiress murmured, pleasant smile unwavering. ``Refusing?''

It was such a pretty smile she had. Shame about the way it didn't reach
her eyes.

``I think I am,'' I said.

She sighed, crossing her legs.

``I'd hoped we could do this without resorting to unpleasantness,'' she
spoke. ``Are you quite sure we can't come to terms?''

``More sure by the moment,'' I replied flatly.

``Well, then,'' Heiress said, all pretence of pleasantness melting away.
``As we speak, I have men surrounding your orphanage in Laure. If I give
the word everyone inside will be dead by morning. The matron, the girls
you shared a dormitory with, even the children. Put to the sword, every
last one of them, unless you abandon your Name tonight.''

For the second time, my blood ran cold. She'd spoken her threat the way
other people talked of the weather -- like it was nothing particularly
noteworthy, just a way to make conversation. Was she bluffing? Maybe.
But she had the resources to arrange this, and she didn't seem like the
kind of person afraid to use every tool at her disposal.

``I'm not asking for your life,'' Heiress told me patiently. ``Merely
that you get out of my way.''

``If you give the word,'' I repeated. ``That assumes you're alive to do
so.''

She laughed. ``I have come in the fullness of my Name, Catherine. You're
powerless and as good as unarmed. And if that's not enough for
you\ldots{}''

She snapped her fingers and in near-silence four silhouettes stepped out
of the spreading shadows. Thick cloaks hid their features, but there was
no hiding the crossbows they were pointing at me. They were spread out
in the courtyard, their lines of fire overlapping only on me.

``Be reasonable, Catherine,'' the Soninke said. ``Surrender is the only
rational course left to you.''

I closed my eyes. How many girls were there, in the orphanage? At least
forty, and a third of them no older than ten. She'd kill them and not
lose a wink of sleep over it, if she thought she had to. Gods, I was so
sick of this. Not even a month and I was so very tired. I opened my eyes
and exhaled, looking up into the sky. The moon was out. I laughed.

``Thank you,'' I said.

Heiress frowned.

``I should thank Black too, I suppose,'' I continued quietly. ``This was
a lesson I needed to learn.''

``I don't follow,'' my rival admitted.

``I've been thinking about this all wrong, you see. I was raised in
Callow, and we see things differently. The shepherd boy picks up the
fated sword, slays the dragon and is revealed to have been a prince all
along.'' I smiled at her. ``This was never going to be that kind of
story.''

Gods, I'd wanted it to. Deep down, I'd thought that just doing good
things under an Evil Role would see me through this. That I could walk
that line without every really dirtying my hands in a way I'd regret for
the rest of my life.

``Do it,'' I said. `` Kill them. If I give in once, you'll just use it
against me over and over again.''

I couldn't beat the monsters by being better than them. I'd never had
that in me. Too much impatience, too much recklessness. That was all
right, though. There was another way: \emph{be the bigger monster.}

``Do you think I'm bluffing?'' Heiress asked, voice low and dangerous.

``I know you're not,'' I admitted. ``Which is why I'm going to say this:
if a single one of them dies, \emph{I will} \emph{make a monument to
ruin of you}. All that has ever given you joy, I will turn to ashes.
Everyone you've ever loved, I will break so thoroughly they die cursing
your name. I will undo everything you've ever accomplished, wipe the
slate of your existence so clean there won't be a person alive that
remembers you were ever born. I will take no pleasure in it, but I will
do it.''

Eyes cold as ice, I bared my teeth.

``I will do it, so that the next time some smug Praesi prick tells me to
surrender I can point to the wasteland that was once your home and watch
them flinch.''

``You don't have it in you,'' she replied, face blank.

``\emph{Try me},'' I hissed.

There was fear lurking under the beautiful mask and I relished it. It
was about time those fuckers started taking me seriously.

``I could kill you, here and now,'' Heiress said.

``You could try,'' I corrected with a breathless laugh. ``Here I am,
abandoned by my Name with only a knife to defend myself. You've got four
big men with crossbows and a fancy sword in your lap. Look into my eyes,
Heiress -- do I look afraid to you? You've stacked the odds, but have
you stacked them \emph{enough}?''

She hesitated. I'd never felt more alive than I did in that moment, when
that clever little wretch took a look at me standing alone in her trap
and faltered. I had nothing to me but my anger, but that was more than
enough. I'd fought without a Name, long before I ever met the
Calamities. I could do it again.

``Kill her,'' Heiress ordered, but I was already moving knife in hand.

Three strings twanged and I felt a bolt come within a hair's breadth of
my throat. \emph{Too slow.} I was on the first man before he could even
drop his crossbow: I slid behind him, letting the last shot bury itself
in his stomach. Laying a hand on his shoulder, I slid my knife across
his throat and and let him drop to the ground. By the time I was moving
again, Heiress was nowhere in sight. \emph{Stupid of you, my dear. If
you'd stayed you might have won.} The second man had his sword out when
I got to him, but after fighting real monsters every morning I could
have laughed at how sloppy his stance was. He swung too wild and I
slipped inside his guard, burying my blade in his eye to the hilt. I
snatched his sword before it could drop to the ground, letting the third
one come to me as the last henchman finished reloading. I flicked the
tip of the blade in his direction and he backed off warily, though I
circled to keep him between me and the man with the crossbow.

He seemed reluctant to attack and I grinned when I realized why: he was
afraid of me. They both were. I'd just killed the other two like it was
a stroll through the market and sent their employer running without even
needing to fight her. I pushed forward, letting him catch my sword in a
parry -- he was too eager to keep me far away, and it cost him when I
dropped the sword to catch his wrist. His eyes widened in panic but
before he could say a word I punched him in the belly. No armour, only
soft flesh, and I pried his fingers loose of his sword before hacking
into his neck with it like I was reaping wheat. I turned my eyes to the
last one, bloodied blade in hand as the tip of his crossbow shook in his
unsteady hands.

``Pray you don't miss,'' I said. ``You'll be dead before you get to
reload.''

Steadying his hands, the man took aim carefully. Whether I could have
dodged the quarrel or not would remain a mystery: before he could do
anything, a hand of shadow slithered its way up his throat and started
choking him. The minion pawed at it frantically, but the shadow stayed
on his skin. A minute passed before he fell to the ground, blue in the
face and eyes bloodshot. I cast an eye around the courtyard and saw
Black sitting on top of the wall in the back, legs dangling off the
edge. He seemed amused, the mask of indolence he liked to affect once
more painted over his face. The dark-haired man remained silent,
breaking off a piece of bread and popping it into his mouth. I strode
towards the first man I'd killed, wrenching out my knife and wiping the
blade on his cloak. I felt my Name stir deep inside of me as I sheathed
the knife and smiled a hard smile. \emph{Liked that, did you? Good.
We're far from done, you and I.} Slowly, I turned to face the Black
Knight.

``I've missed enough lessons,'' I said. ``Let's get to work.''

\emph{How can you justify working for these tyrants?} the Lone Swordsman
had asked. I finally had my answer. \emph{Justifications only matter to
the just.}
