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\chapter{And Justice For All}\label{chapter-47-and-justice-for-all}}



\epigraph{``The question of who the most vindictive people of Calernia are
has long been debated. Some say it is the Arlesites, who will duel to
the death over the use of the wrong adjective in a verse. Others say it
is those of the Free Cities, where the moving of a border by half a mile
will spawn a war lasting three generations. Others yet say it is the
Praesi, who indulge in political assassination the way other nations
enjoy a cup of good wine. I would humbly put forward, however, that the
answer is the people of Callow. Steal an apple from a farmer of the
Kingdom and fifty years later his grandson will find yours on the other
side of the continent, sock him in the eye and take three apples
back.''}{Extract from ``Horrors and Wonders'', famed travelogue of Anabas the
Ashuran}



I landed in sand.

Hastily I got up and brushed away the mess, taking an assessing look
around. I was on an island, looked like, a perfect circle with some kind
of shoddy chapel built in the middle. The water surrounding it went on
for a dozen feet before stopping abruptly into darkness that looked much
like the one that had surrounded Masego's bridge. I eyed the dark,
deciding to be very careful about falling in there. I wasn't sure what
the rules were here, but I doubted that anything pleasant would come out
of tripping into the endless void. In unsheathed my sword, ears
prickling at the sound of struggle inside the structure. I moved quietly
towards the open doors, only pausing when I glimpsed runes on the side
of the chapel. Heiress' work, or had they always been there? Without
knowing that I couldn't risk messing them up. For all I knew, scraping a
line through one of those would have the Hashmallim knocking at the door
in a matter of moments. I'd rather not fight an angel if I could avoid
it, really. I'd been in some pretty rough fights over the last year but
I doubted I'd walk away from that one. Before I could cross the gate
there was a loud bang and someone was thrown out. William landed on his
feet, sword raised, and snarled. I pressed against the side of the wall
just out of his sight.

``I begin to sympathize with the Miezan extermination of your kind,''
the hero said.

That didn't really narrow down the possibilities as to what he was
scrapping with. The Miezans had been pretty liberal with extermination
policies. A tall silhouette of smokeless fire strode out into the sands,
its face without features.

``There's no need to be rude about this,'' it said in a calm, cultured
voice.

It raised a hand towards William, spawning a stream of fire from the
palm. The hero blocked it with his sword, light flaring as he forced
back the sorcery. Well, I wished them fun with that. The Lone Swordsman
was going to get a good stabbing before this was over, but I had nothing
against letting whatever Heiress had summoned soften him up first. Might
even make him a tad less impossible to kill. I waited for their fight to
take them around the island and slipped inside. For an angel's corpse,
this place was pretty dingy. Two rows of stone benches -- seven on each
side, which didn't feel like a coincidence -- led up to an altar with a
sword in it. \emph{A sword in a stone.} That\ldots{} had a shape to it.
A story. Something I might be able to use, if I played this right. I
recognized the sword in the stone, as it happened. It was the same bitch
of a blade William had used in most of our fights. An angels' feather,
used to summon another angel. There were candles behind the stone, seven
of them. Most of them had melted, with only two remaining.

There was someone by the altar, looking down on it as she tinkered with
runes hanging in the air. Heiress, and would you look at that her back
was to me. I crept forward silently, hugging the wall. As my practical
decision of the day, I'd come to the conclusion that a sword in the back
was a victory I could live with. It would be almost poetic, considering
how often she'd slid the metaphorical knife into mine. From the corner
of my eye I saw something blur in the air on the opposite side of the
chapel, near a pillar. Someone dropped quietly to the ground, looking
harried, and Masego looked about ready to retch. The blur disappeared
and Apprentice took a look around, eyes finding me after a moment. He
opened his mouth to talk, then thought better about it. I gestured
towards Heiress and he nodded. Taking a long breath, I reached for the
depths of my Name and formed a spear of shadows. Flying faster than an
arrow, it tore through Masego's head, dissipating the illusion.

``Well,'' Heiress said. ``It was worth a try.''

I noticed the silhouette by the altar wasn't where the sound came from.
I couldn't quite pin down where it did.

``He already told me I was on my own in here,'' I said. ``For now,
anyway. They'll find another way through eventually.''

The fake Heiress dropped to all fours, a sight that would have amused me
if it didn't imply there was actually something under that particular
illusion.

``You know, if I remember correctly you actually have a sword,'' I said.
``Yet you never seem to use it. Afraid of a little tussle, Akua? I
promise I'll be gentle.''

I closed my eyes and expanded my senses. Whatever the fake-Heiress was,
she didn't seem to breathe. I couldn't hear the actual Heiress do that
either, though, so it was worth taking with a grain of salt. The
illusion ran towards me and I immediately got away from the wall to make
some space. The creature leapt over a bench but my senses told me
otherwise: I swung my sword to the side and hit flesh, a bald creature
of rotted flesh and fangs blinking into existence as it screamed and
scampered back. The fake-Heiress passed harmlessly through me as the
creature disappeared again.

``Is that a ghoul?'' I asked. ``Scraping the bottom of the barrel
there.''

There was an airy chuckle.

``Seen your little redhead mage, lately?''

I took a sharp breath. No, it couldn't be Kilian. She was safe with the
mages of the Fifteenth, surrounded by hundreds of legionaries.
\emph{Akua has spies in the ranks}, my mind provided. \emph{She could
have abducted her.} And then killed her and turned her into a ghoul,
just for the sake of messing with me? No.~She'd not planned for me to
make it this far. Chider had been her trump card to get me out of the
game, make me unable to interfere with whatever she was up to. If I
hadn't been dead already, getting my Name ripped out would probably have
made me unconscious -- if not killed me outright. She was just playing
mind games.

``You'd probably be a better liar if you weren't so smug,'' I said.

The patter of feet against stone was heard behind me, but it wasn't what
I was watching for. When Heiress spoke, the words resounded in every
part of the chapel -- except one. The corner to the left of the door. I
allowed the invisible ghoul to come close, then ducked when it leapt for
my chest -- my sword came up, ripping through the creature's stomach as
it passed over me. The screaming, wriggling shape blocked the sight of
my free hand for a moment and I formed a burst of shadows, pivoting to
fire it at the too-silent corner. It hit a shield that flared blue,
revealing the silhouette of a frowning Akua underneath.

``Found you,'' I said.

``Chider failed, I see,'' she said.

``Oh, she did exactly what you intended,'' I smiled. ``You're just not
as smart as you seem to think you are.''

``Coming from \emph{you},'' she said, ``that is truly insulting.''

The ghoul came for the third time and I waited for it to rush -- then
snatched a limb out of the air. I swung the creature like an improvised
flail, smashing her against the bench. Really, a \emph{ghoul}. And she
had the gall to say \emph{I} was being insulting. Keeping a hand on the
struggling creature, I hacked through her head calmly and returned my
attention to Heiress. Who was smiling. Oh dear. The undead creature
exploded a moment later, and as I was thrown against the wall all I
could think was that undead bombs was \emph{my} godsdamned gambit.
Leaving the protection of her shield, Akua slowly unsheathed her sword.
It was an ornate piece, gilded and the length of it covered in runes.
Why did everyone else get to have a fancy magic sword? I shrugged off
the impact and rose to my feet, my own sword still in hand.

``Do you know what irritates me the most about you, Catherine
Foundling?'' she smiled.

``I have better hair,'' I replied and burst forward.

She raised her blade in a classic guard, which almost made me grin. I'd
fought plenty of people using that before. They were all dead. I batted
her sword away and got in close, swiping for her eyes. She danced away,
making distance between us. Her free hand came up, crackling with
energy, but I ducked under the bolt of lightning and hit her stomach
with the pommel of my sword, bending the lamellar steel with the impact.
She let out a grunt of pain that was music to my ears before forcing me
back with an attempt to slice through my neck.

``Please, continue to pontificate,'' I said. ``Where's my monologue,
Akua? You're turning into a disappointment of a rival.''

``You wretch,'' she snarled, and brought up her hand to cast again.

I laughed and smashed her wrist with my blade -- steel ground against
steel, failing to cut through but forcing it down. The ball of flame
that erupted hit the ground at her feet, blowing her away as the heat
licked at my face.

``You know,'' I said as I walked towards her prone form, ``I always
assumed that even behind the scheming you'd be able to give me a good
fight. But you can't, can you?''

I smiled coldly.

``I might be a little heavy on the brute force, Akua, but even thugs
have their day.''

I raised my sword above her and\ldots{} froze. The fear on the
dark-skinned girl's face melted away as she rose to her feet calmly. My
body began rising in the air, hovering a foot above the floor.

``You are not Evil,'' she said. ``That it what irritates me most about
you, Catherine. You just ape the methods, reassuring yourself your
intentions are still Good. You act like your Name is a weapon and ignore
that it has a \emph{meaning.}''

She slid her fingers down the length of her blade, the runes shining at
the touch.

``Your master is the same. Lord Black, fear of the continent,'' she
mocked. ``He is a rat hiding at the center of maze of traps he spent
decades building. Dangerous, perhaps, but behind all the tricks he is
\emph{weak}.''

She chuckled.

``No matter how clever the traps, they will not save him from a boot.
You shy away from what you are, Foundling, and Creation abhors such
spineless dithering. I know what I am. I embrace it, because \emph{that
is what a villain is}. That is why I have power\ldots{}''

Her sword rose.

``Monologues,'' I said, ``Not even once.''

The Lone Swordsman hit her with a burst of light before I even finished
talking. I dropped back to the ground with a pleased hum: his little
Name trick messed with sorcery as well as my own Name shenanigans, it
seemed. William, covered in soot, eyed me with horror.

``All according to plan,'' I lied.

``You're dead,'' the Lone Swordsman said. ``I \emph{cut your head
off}.''

``Eh,'' I shrugged. ``I got over it.''

I paused.

``Also, you were supposed to reply --``

I had to backpedal away hurriedly when Heiress threw some sort of orb of
shadows where we were standing. Her armour was smoking, and for once she
actually looked frazzled. Her hair was messed up, I noted with
amusement. First time I'd ever seen her look anything but pristine.
Heiress was next to the altar, though she steered clear of the sword.
Good, now everyone was here. I could actually begin using my bastard
cousin of a plan, though\ldots{} I frowned, looking at the candles
behind the altar. Another one had melted entirely, leaving only the
last. \emph{I thought they represented seven hours each}, I thought.

``William,'' I said.

``No,'' he said immediately.

I ignored that part for the sake of convenience.

``When you were last here, did time pass normally?''

His eyes flicked to the candles, and his face turned white.

``That's impossible,'' he said.

I knew time passed differently in Arcadia -- it was the basis of the
trick Black had used to get to Marchford in a fraction of the time it
would have taken him on a horse. And Arcadia worked that way because it
wasn't in Creation proper. Which meant\ldots{}

``You moved the entire island elsewhere,'' I said. ``That's what the
runes on the chapel are for. ``

``You mean to trap the Hashmallim,'' the hero said.

Heiress stood tall against the glare directed at her by the Lone
Swordsman, almost preening.

``This is my house now,'' she said. ``And the only rules here are
mine.''

Shit. Couldn't let that go unchallenged, not if I wanted my plan to
actually work.

``This is Callowan ground, wherever it may be,'' I said. ``Back me up on
this, William.''

Akua scoffed. ``The truth cannot be-``

``Shut the Hells up, Praesi,'' the hero barked. ``These grounds are of
the Kingdom as long as I live.''

Good ol' Willy. You could always count on him to screw over at least one
person in the room at any time.

``You're right,'' I said. ``She \emph{is} an invader here. The enemy.''

``You're one too,'' William said with disgust.

``She's not one of us, you halfwit,'' Akua sneered. ``She doesn't have
the will or the blood.''

It was refreshing to be in a situation where my opponents actually hated
each other more than they hated me. Heiress was in the full swing of her
gloat and the Lone Swordsman has his heroic shackles all raised,
especially now that it was out in the open that Akua had screwed with an
angel's corpse. Which he finally seemed to remember then and there.
Keeping a wary eye on me, William moved towards Heiress. Who was too
busy watching me from the corner of her eye to to really do anything
about it. I grinned. The Lone Swordsman raised his sword and Heiress
backed away, preparing to cast.

``\emph{What did you do}?'' Akua said suddenly, looking at me.

``I have three things,'' I said. ``A kingdom, an enemy and a claim.''

William snorted.

``A claim?'' he said. ``You-``

``I am the heiress to the King of Callow,'' I interrupted calmly.

``There is no King of Callow,'' the Lone Swordsman said.

``Yet a man rules it, and I am his chosen successor,'' I said.

Akua flinched, then looked at the sword. Too late now: she'd already
given me what I needed. Of her own free will, too. That had to sting.
William took the opening to dart for the blade, wrapping his fingers
around the hilt and tugging it out. It did not move. His eyes turned to
me, scared for the first time since I'd met him.

``It isn't yours anymore,'' I said.

``It was granted to me by the Hashmallim,'' he said.

``It's a sword in a stone. You did that yourself, with no one forcing
you,'' I smiled. ``It's a symbol, now, in a story about Callow.''

``She's an orphan,'' Heiress said quietly, aghast as the situation sunk
in. ``She's the \emph{Squire}.''

``Would you kindly get your hands off my sword, William?'' I said.

They didn't even need to share a glance before they both turned on me.
Wasn't \emph{that} going to be a fun ride? The Lone Swordsman was so
fast on the move he almost blurred to my Name sight, even damnably
faster than when we'd gone for our last round. This time, though, he
wasn't predestined to win. That made a difference. I stepped around his
blow but ate Heiress' spell right in the face: some kind of dark shroud
that stuck around my eyes. I flared my Name, clearing it up some, but it
was hard to make out William's sword as he swung again. I took the hit
to the shoulder, at this point utterly indifferent to the fact that it
bit through steel and into my flesh.

``Still dead,'' I reminded him, forming a burst of darkness around my
hand and slamming it into his chest.

He went flying and I ran for the sword. The floor under my feet turned
liquid but I leapt and landed in a roll just in time to get hit by a
bolt of lightning. I was getting \emph{really} sick of that spell, I
thought as my muscles twitched uncontrollably. Was I smoking? I couldn't
really smell anymore, so it was hard to tell. William's boot hit my back
and I was sent sprawling but he'd made a mistake: I fell forward, and
Heiress' next spell hit him instead. He yelled in dismay as a swarm of
something sounding like bees gathered around him and I took my fraction
of an opening, falling belly first right in front of the altar. Heiress
cursed, then actually tried to curse me, but I grinned in triumph and my
fingers closed around the hilt of that fucking sword epople kept trying
to kill me with. Gods, it burned even through the gauntlets. There was
aheartbeat of pure pain and then it felt like I'd just gotten a
brightstick to the face. There was warmth, and everything went white.

I was standing alone in a featureless plain. Not, not alone. Something
was looking at me. I couldn't see it, but I could feel it -- the weight
of its stare. I looked down at my hands, noticing I was without armour.
\emph{My clothes from the orphanage, huh.} They looked less rumpled than
usual, too. Apparently the Heavens did not approve of my sloppy laundry
habits. I put a finger on my bare wrist and frowned when I felt no
pulse.

``I beat you fair and square, your presumptuous fucks,'' I called out.
``Cough up my resurrection.''

The weight turned from noticeable to crushing in a heartbeat, forcing me
to the ground. I could feel my bones grind into dust as my back snapped.
They were looking at me. There was\ldots{} where my Name should be,
there was only fire. Something scouring me from the inside.

\emph{Repent. Repent. Repent}.

The images passed through my mind as if I was still standing there.
Black, offering me a knife in a dark room. Two men against the wall,
bound and with terror on their eyes. Blood on the floor.

\emph{Repent. Repent. Repent.}

The empty banquet hall in Laure, where Mazus' death was dispensed with a
single sentence. The monster offering me a deal with smiling eyes.
Agreement, followed by a sword through my chest.

\emph{Repent. Repent. Repent.}

So many things. Sparing William, sacrificing thousands for my ambition.
The innkeeper's daughter, swinging on the gallows. Breaking a man for
supplies in Ater. Ordering those men dead in the cells at Summerholm, on
suspicion alone. Leashing the Gallowborne with the threat of
destruction. The dead, oh so many dead. Three Hills. Nilin, the traitor,
my friend. All those I'd failed against the devils in the night.
Marchford. Hunter, who'd fought and died for strangers. The people of
Liesse, at the mercy of devils because I hadn't seen the betrayal
coming. The light going out of Baroness Dormer's eyes as she
surrendered.

\emph{Repent. You will not be forgiven. Repent.}

I saw things that had not happened, now. Yet. Rising alive from the
altar, a crown of light on my brow. Heiress dead at my feet. The
Swordsman, kneeling. My red right hand. Liesse rebelling, weapons taken
out of hidden cellars, exhumed from hidden stashes. A host sweeping
across the south, ranks swelling as cities revolted one after another.
Taking back the Blessed Isle, burnt-out towers remade in marble.
Breaking the nine gates of Ater and pulling down the Tower on my
enemies.

\emph{Repent, Queen of Callow.}

I gurgled out a wretched laugh. \emph{You can't ever lose, can you? Even
when you're beaten I have to become one of yours.} I forced myself to
remember something else. They tried to struggle but it was just as much
a part of me as the rest had been. \emph{You don't get to pick and
choose what I am.} Two silhouettes cloaked in black, standing alone in
front of the throne.

\emph{We do not kneel.}

It wasn't enough. Those were not my words. I had borrowed them, and in
borrowing lessened them. They demanded contrition. They demanded
justification, for all my many sins. I had none. I clawed desperately
into the depths of myself. Looking for something, anything. What I
found\ldots{} was a starry sky, in ruins that moaned in the wind. A
dark-skinned girl, tempting me with a way out. Four dead on the floor as
she fled. A lesson learned, a question answered.

\emph{Justification only matters to the just.}

They flinched.

``I swore it,'' I croaked. ``Whether they be gods or kings or all the
armies in Creation.''

I no longer saw a crown on my brow. They hadn't liked that at all, had
they? So much for being Queen. The fires withdrew, leaving me empty.
Still dead. Unlike their trap of a Name, this I took umbrage to.

``You can't cheat me,'' I laughed. ``You're not the Gods. You're part of
the story too. \emph{You have to follow the rules}.''

I opened my eyes, looking up into the perfect blankness.

``And if you won't give me my due,'' I said. ``I'll \textbf{Take} it.''

They shrieked but the power flowed into me. I felt my body spasm. My
heart beat. My blood flow. The plain blurred, collapsed into me as I
laughed.

I was standing in the chapel again, the Lone Swordsman's sword through
my belly. William's green eyes stared into mine, my hand on his shoulder
as I used him to stay up. It was a strangely intimate pose.

``What is this, Squire?'' he whispered.

I ripped out the thing inside of him, took it for my own. His skin
turned paler, his face bloodless.

``\emph{Rise},'' I replied.

Shadow spread across my body in thick chords. Healing me, pushing his
blade out of my flesh. I could feel my heart beat and it was
\emph{glorious}. All the little things I hadn't realized were gone, now
returned to me. The sword was still in my hand, the blade that has once
been his. I rammed it into his neck, biting deep as he fell twitching to
the ground. My boot rose once, twice, thrice. The skull gave the third
time, breaking like an overripe fruit. My gaze swept across the room,
finally falling on Heiress.

``I believe,'' I said, ``that we were having a conversation about power.
By all means, finish your thought.''