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\chapter{Swan Song}\label{chapter-69-swan-song}}
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\epigraph{``Thus the Gods granted us the first boon: as we live we will die,
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and in dying be granted our just deserts.''}{The Book of All Things, fourth verse of the second hymn}
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I knelt and ripped the necklace from Akua's neck, silver links giving
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easily. The obsidian was warm to the touch and my fingers clasped around
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it. Black had told me to destroy it. He was not the kind of man to be
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troubled over the death of a newborn child, if that child served as a
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tool for his enemies. It was tempting to do as he'd asked, to just
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tighten my grasp ever so slightly and watch it shatter. But the Empress
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had spoken a sentence to me, and that gave me pause. It was too early, I
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thought, to begin closing avenues. I rose and tossed the cylinder to
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Thief, who caught it without missing a beat.
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``Foundling,'' she said. ``Are you\ldots{}''
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Words failed her after that. I supposed there was no delicate way to ask
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someone if they were still sane.
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``Close enough,'' I said. ``Stash it. Unless I tell you to admit
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otherwise, it was destroyed.''
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The other woman's eyes narrowed. She wasn't like the others, I thought.
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Adjutant and Hierophant, even Archer, they would speak their minds to me
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but almost never refuse an order. Thief and I had ties of a different
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nature. She had only come under my banner when she made a bet on me as
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the only actor on the stage interested in keeping Callow from being
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devastated. The moment that was no longer my path, she would turn on me.
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I could taste the truth of that in the air.
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``One hundred thousand,'' Vivienne Dartwick said. ``At least. Maybe half
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that again, with the refugees. She massacred and enslaved them,
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Catherine. Denied them even a proper burial. And you want to \emph{keep}
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this?''
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I studied her closely, my eyes sharper than they should have been. I no
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longer needed to force a sliver of my Name into them to better my
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vision. Claiming the mantle in full had brought consequences more than
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metaphysical. In the cool air of the room I could feel the warmth of
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her, a bundle of life that had me disgustingly \emph{hungry}. Winter did
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not make, it took. Until nothing was left. Thief had not come out of the
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day's butchery untouched, for all her liveliness. Her short dark hair
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had been licked by fire on the side of her head, leaving the whole of it
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looking unbalanced, and under the frayed locks I could glimpse skin
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burnt and blackened. The left side of her leathers was flecked with
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blood, and close to her leg entirely drenched. I could still see the
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holes in her clothes where shards of stone and metal had torn apart her
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flesh. It would pass. Within the month she would be the same as she'd
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been, her Name smoothing away the wrinkles to her appearance. She was in
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no shape to fight right now but then fighting had never been what her
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Name was about.
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``Do you know why my arm keeps getting twisted?'' I said. ``Leverage,
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Thief. That is what I lack the most. They all have things I want or
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need, and I have precious little of the same. That little piece is a
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kind leverage. It may be that I never use it, and that within the month
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I'll shatter it. But there's a knot of choices right ahead of me, and I
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will not go into it having robbed myself of a card to play.''
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``She doesn't get to come back, Foundling,'' Vivienne said. ``Not after
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\emph{this}. That's a line.''
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Part of me, the same that had eyes turned to the transition ahead,
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balked at being dictated terms by one subordinate to me. I breathed in
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and out, then forced that cold anger to the side. It was of no use to
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me. Anger was a blinder and I already had too many of those.
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``Agreed,'' I said.
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Thief nodded slowly, and with a flourish of the wrist she had the
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cylinder disappearing into that place where all her loot was kept. It
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was an aspect, she'd intimated to me more than once. That should be
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beyond the reach of anyone so long as she lived, and Thief was
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\emph{very} good at remaining alive.
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``Now what?'' Vivienne asked. ``I suppose we've won but this doesn't
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feel like a victory.''
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``It's not over yet,'' I said, and looked down at the Diabolist's
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corpse.
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I could raise it from the dead, I knew. Without the soul lingering she'd
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be an empty vessel, but a very powerful one. That could have its uses in
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the wars to come. Another temptation, this. The first of many to come:
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power obtained always wanted to be used.
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``There should be a part of the city on fire,'' I said.
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``I'm familiar with the Foundling Gambit, yes,'' Thief snorted.
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Given how often goblinfire was my solution to a thorny situation, I
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supposed I could no longer deny that name. It irked me anyway, that my
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signature would be green flames devouring friend and foe alike.
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``Toss her corpse into it,'' I said. ``I need to find Black. He'll be at
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the centre of the mess.''
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``And when you find him?'' Vivienne said.
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``Offers are made,'' I replied. ``And then a choice.''
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Gods forgive me, but I hoped I'd make the right one.
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Liesse had been twice claimed by death. First when Diabolist murdered
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and raised anew the people that dwelled within its wall, making it a
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house of undeath beneath her throne. And now, as the Ducal Palace burned
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like a green candle in the penumbra, the city had been made a necropolis
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in full. No one ruled here now. Not me, not Black, not the Empress.
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Wights only half-leashed owned the streets as the last of the living
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rebels huddled in their strongholds, hoping they would be spared the
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sword of the Tower or the teeth of their own creations. I was not
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inclined to mercy in this. Examples would be made, would \emph{have} to
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be made if I was to keep Callow in hand in the aftermath. This brutal a
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massacre could not go unanswered. Even if the thought of letting it go
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had not been repulsive to me, such an obvious and blatant injustice
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would be the fodder of a rebellion neither Calow nor Praes could afford.
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It might even make heroes, sent by the Heavens to put down the last of
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the Calamities. Or me. The days were I could argue my methods were
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anything but an evil -- and perhaps not even the lesser one, I thought
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as I walked the ruins of what had once been the heart of the south --
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were long gone. I was not guilty of the butchery Diabolist and her ilk
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had made, but it had happened under my watch. Not guilty, perhaps, but a
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part of responsibility could not be denied.
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There would be a reckoning for that, in time. Praesi liked to say that
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the Tower always got its due, but the Heavens were even less often
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cheated of theirs.
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I could feel the centre of the array in the distance, pulsing like a
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living thing, and I let my feet take me there. It was beginning to sink
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in, the depth of what Diabolist had done here as mere means to obtain
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expendable foot soldiers. Liesse had once been a sprawling festival of
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basilicas and trade, the first destination of the wealth that came
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pouring out of Mercantis through Dormer. It'd been the largest city in
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Callow after Laure, and the beating heart of southern culture. Its
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destruction gutted the entire south. One hundred thousand people. It'd
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been easier to live with when it was just a number of soldiers Diabolist
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could field, but now that she'd been slain I was forced to face the
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truth that a significant chunk of my people was\ldots{} gone.
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Irremediably. Men and women and children, the old and the young. Not
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soldiers but people, the part of this country that actually
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\emph{mattered}. It was one thing for the struggles to scythe through
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soldiers and conscripts, but this? It was something else. It was not to
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be forgiven, or forgotten. When I'd been a young girl -- what an
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arrogant thought, I mocked myself, for someone not even twenty to have
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-- I'd chosen to put together enough coin for the War College because
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reformation was the path of least death. Of least damage. A part of what
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had led me to that decision had been fear, I could admit to myself. I'd
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been raised to tales of the Conquest, of the overwhelming victories of
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the Legions, and thought that Praes could not be beaten.
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It was now quite clear that it \emph{could}.
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Had Akua meant to sow the seeds of doubt, with her Fourfold Crossing? I
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was not sure how much I could trust the visions, if they were shaped
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illusion or truth, but in one of those lives I had driven Praes out of
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my homeland. At great a cost. Dream-like visions of countless slaughters
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flickered in the back of my head. But looking at Liesse, knowing the
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Principate was mustering its armies, I had to wonder if the massacres of
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that liberation would be worse than what had already taken place and yet
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would. The Empire was fragile, that could no longer be denied. For all
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that my teacher had sought to make it a nation that relied on men and
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institutions instead of Named, that new order was being enforced by the
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cudgel that was the Calamities. And behind them, the many quiet cullings
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of Dread Empress Malicia. But that desired metamorphosis was not
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complete. It had run into old money and old power, and though the
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Truebloods had been the visible and despicable face of that I no longer
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believed they were the whole of it. It had been Malicia's own allies
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that double-crossed me in Laure, when I went into Arcadia. That she'd
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either not been able to prevent that or had not bothered to spoke
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volumes: her grip on the Wasteland was not nearly as tight as she would
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have us believe.
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She'd effectively purged the Truebloods, for now, and muzzled their
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successors. But that struck me as a nothing more than ripples atop the
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pond. The High Lords were sill wealthy as a dozen kings, sitting atop
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fortified strongholds and centuries of accumulated sorcery. They were,
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for now, obedient. That did not mean they would remain so, and when they
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did I had to wonder -- which Callowan city would get the axe next? This
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hadn't been a Callowan war, it'd been a pissing match over ownership of
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the Tower. But it'd still been one of our cities that got wiped out, a
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hundred thousand Liessen that got turned into abominations not even as
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the outcome but as \emph{part of a Praesi's plan}. I'd been willing to
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back the imperial occupation so long as it was the lesser evil, and even
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now I believed Callow as a client kingdom under the Tower with me
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keeping the peace would be better off than as Proceran protectorate. But
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what did it matter that the taxes were lesser and the administration
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more efficient, if every decade or so a city was wiped off the map in a
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succession struggle? I couldn't write this off as an outlier or an
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exception, not so long as the High Lords remained powerful.
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As long as they existed an influential entity, sooner or later the next
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Akua Sahelian would be born. And the next one would be a little smarter,
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a little more careful in her rise to power. Worse, while awaiting that I
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would have to fight tooth and claw with the same people who'd back that
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coming Heiress to make sure my people were not murdered and robbed for
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the profit of foreign highborn. I was getting tired, these days, of
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begging and scraping for the bare essentials of my people's survivals
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from people who it was becoming evident \emph{needed} me to remain in
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power. It could be that Malicia would reform the Wasteland, one ploy at
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a time. That the institutions Black had built would overtake the old
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nobility in power and influence. But banking on that was a gamble, and I
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was running out of reasons to make it. I'd grasped, over the last year,
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that the way to finally leave that endless cycle of war between Callow
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and Praes was if one side finally won. With the Empire already occupying
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my homeland, working within those boundaries had struck me as the better
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choice. But now it was having to consider the costs of that position,
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and they were not light. Even if Praes was tamed, as much as such a
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place ever could be, there would be war with the Principate. And that
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war would be fought on Callowan borders.
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Procer alone, I believed we could beat. The Red Flower Vales could be
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defended even against the massive armies the First Prince could field,
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and the Principate could not afford long and costly wars. It had borders
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to the north that could not go undefended, and sooner or later the
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princes would start squabbling again. For now, the memory of their
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recent and vicious civil war kept the peace. But that wouldn't last
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forever, and keeping a few border principalities at bay was no
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impossible task. But if the Principate came knocking again and again as
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the heart of a crusading host, that was an entirely different game. I
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had no guarantees that Cordelia Hasenbach's successor wouldn't continue
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pursuing her policies of making war abroad to keep peace at home.
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Crusades had never been kind to Callow, even when it stood on the side
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of Good. I'd sworn my oaths to the Tower to keep my homeland from being
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made a battlefield every few decades, but I was not having to consider I
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might just have changed the face of the invader -- without even sparing
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Callow massacres at the hands of Wastelanders. None of this could
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continue as it now lay.
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I loved Black, for all the horrors I knew he'd committed. The Woe as
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well, and the family I had found in the Fifteenth. But I had not begun
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treading this path for love, and I would not remain on it for sentiment.
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The Empress had spoken a sentence to me, sorcery riding the wave of
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Diabolist's workings. She had earned the right to make that offer, for
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the favours she had done me. That did not mean I would take it. I'd told
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Hakram once that I had not been chosen, that I instead I \emph{chose}.
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Yet for all the power I now had at my fingertips, I was no closer to
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seeing what I'd chosen come to life. The echo of the final defeat I'd
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almost been dealt at Akua's hands still lingered in me, the realization
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of \emph{fragility}. I could be wrong, just like anyone else. I might be
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the worst thing to happen to Callow yet, the very thing I was trying to
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kill one ruinous battle at a time. And if that was the case\ldots{}
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Choices needed to be made and pride had no place in the making of them.
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Even as that thought touched me, I found the heart of Diabolist's grand
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design. Deep in the palace behind arrays that welcomed me: I had the key
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Fasili had made and Robber taken from him. How Black had entered I did
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not know, but suspected his imprisonment of Akua's father had opened
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doors for him. He was not above bleeding men for answers. This was the
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core, I thought, but not the room from which she would have controlled
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it all. That would be hidden elsewhere. But it was the keystone, were
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her own soul had once been the tool she used to rip apart Creation
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before she'd hidden that as well. It'd been a courtyard, before, walled
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in but spacious. Now runes carved into stone covered everything, power
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trickling towards the empty array in the centre like tributaries to a
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river. Transparent panes of force jutted upwards high in the sky, up to
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the distant place where the souls of centuries of Deoraithe roiled under
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containment. There was an altar of obsidian among a circle of carved
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stones, and at the edge of that circle I found Black standing in
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silence. I knew, objectively, that I was now taller than him. Yet as I
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watched his lone figure, decked in plain steel and threadbare black
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cloak, I felt as if he was the one who towered over me. His hand rose to
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acknowledge my arrival, though he did not turn. I came to stand at his
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side, the two of us watching the core of the device that had caused so
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much death.
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``Another rival dead,'' he said. ``Though you paid a dear price for it.
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You reek of Winter, Catherine.''
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``She wasn't my rival,'' I said, disinclined to discuss the other issue
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for now. ``Not truly. Her story never had much to do with Callow, did
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it? And that is where mine lies.''
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After a moment of silence, Black lowered his head in acknowledgement.
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``She should have been killed years ago,'' he softly said. ``I regret
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that I did not proceed regardless of permission. A few months of madness
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uprooted decades of work. What an utter waste. The south will take
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decades to recover.''
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I had not expected him to express grief over the death of my people save
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in matters where they affected his own designs, and so was not
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disappointed by the nature of the sentiment expressed. Love was a fine
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thing, I thought, but it did not blind me to the nature of this man. It
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had not been coyness or affection, when I'd called a monster the night
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we first met. It was the truth of him. Charming at times and so easy to
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love, but a monster nonetheless.
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``It ends now,'' I said.
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``So it does,'' Dread Empress Malicia softly agreed.
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There had been changes in me, and that I saw through the illusion she
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had come to us through was a herald of them. Whatever trick the Empress
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had employed to turn Diabolist's own device to her purposes was but a
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pale imitation of what glamour could do, and even as I thought this I
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suddenly knew I could use glamour as well as any fae. My fingers
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clenched. Mantles never leant power without a price.
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``Malicia,'' Black said. ``Your presence is no longer unexpected.''
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``Amadeus-`` she began.
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``The Closed Circle, Alaya,'' he said calmly. ``You cannot possibly have
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missed that. You own two of the members.''
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I turned to watch the illusion. It was no meat-puppet, this time: this
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was the Empress in her full glory come to grace us with her presence.
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Even through sorcery she was lovely beyond compare. Tall and sculpted
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and more perfect than any mortal could truly be, her favoured colours of
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green and gold silk dipping into a low neckline it was hard not to
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glance at. The most beautiful woman in the world, many called her. Any
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other time, I would have allowed myself a guilty moment taking in the
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sight. But right now words had been spoken that forbid me such
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distractions.
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``That's why you asked,'' I said. ``Because you realized Diabolist
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wouldn't have pulled all this off without being noticed.''
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``That she unearthed Still Waters was beyond my predictions,'' the
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Empress said. ``It blindsided me as much as you.''
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``That's not a fucking excuse,'' I hissed. ``That's what the two of you
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are supposed to \emph{do}. Keep the Wasteland under control while I keep
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Callow willingly in the fold. Black was in the Free Cities most of the
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year and I'm not even giving him a pass here because Scribe's people
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should have picked up on this. The two of you have spy networks that
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cover half the godsdamned continent. This goes beyond mere failure. I've
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kept my part of the bargain. You haven't.''
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Black was watching Malicia, and something passed between them
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wordlessly. My fury spiked.
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``No, this doesn't get swept up under the rug,'' I said through gritted
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teeth. ``The two of you don't get to settle this with each other behind
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closed doors. \emph{A hundred thousand people died}. A major city was
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made into a tomb, and now I'm learning this was part of a plan? There is
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no part of this that's acceptable. I've gone along with everything
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because you're supposed to be the reasonable ones, the kind of people
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who nip this shit in the bud. Fucking Hells, I didn't declare war on
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Diabolist a year ago because there was an understanding that she would
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be contained. My sympathy to your `political concerns' doesn't extend to
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allowing your troublesome elements to commit fucking \emph{genocide}.''
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Black's face was grim.
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``There is no excuse,'' he admitted. ``In this I have failed you
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utterly.''
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If he'd said anything else, even pretended he actually cared about the
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dead, I might have struck him. But that flat admission of failure took
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the wind out of my sails for heartbeat. My heated gaze turned to Malicia
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instead. Black and I could settle our own accounts after the rest of
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this was addressed.
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``You're not in charge,'' I said. ``She is. And she seems like she knew
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what was going on more than you.''
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``I failed to grasp the full scope of the matter,'' the Empress said.
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``You think?'' I growled.
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``How we came to current situation is regrettable, and for this I will
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make appropriate redress,'' Malicia said. ``It does not change the
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choices that must now be made.''
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It was a practical way of thinking, that. At least on the surface. The
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truth of it was less pretty.
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``But it does,'' I said. ``All this, the oaths and the compromises? It
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works because I can trust you. To keep the Reforms going, to keep the
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highborn in check, to not tacitly allow an old breed villain to mass
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murder and turn Callowan cities into magical gate-making weapons. Did
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this really sound pragmatic, up in the Tower? Because looking around me,
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I see six legions all but gutted on the eve of a crusade and a story
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that's the best rallying cry for rebellion I've heard since the
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godsdamned Conquest. Now, I've fucked up quite a few times since being
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put in charge of Callow. I'll own that. But I have to say, I've yet to
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manage to fuck up quite this \emph{badly}.''
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``We cannot,'' the Empress said, ``weather a crusade.''
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``Praes cannot,'' I corrected coldly. ``Convince me that Callow
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shouldn't open the godsdamned Vales to the Principate because, right
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now? I'm thinking it might actually be the lesser evil. How many of your
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own legions would stick with you, if it gets out you willingly allowed
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the Diabolist to rise? I come out of this room promising to hang every
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High Lord and make peace with the Principate, and I'm guessing no legion
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west of the Blessed Isle stays with the Tower.''
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``If you do this, Callow ends as a nation,'' Malicia said. ``There is no
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ruling class left in this region, only the dregs of previous nobility.
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The First Prince will arrange marriages to these in order to bind her
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new border protectorate to Procer and station all her dispossessed
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fantassins in Callow as a garrison force. As a villain, you will
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naturally be killed or exiled. Your home will be ruled by royal second
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sons and daughters from then on, as permanent a battlefield as the
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northern principalities. Within three generations Callowan culture will
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remain mostly as some local quirks, while in every other matter Proceran
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law will apply. Callow will be fresh principalities in all but name,
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until even that is disallowed.''
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My fingers clenched until the bones turned white. So that was a blow
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against rolling over for Cordelia Hasenbach. My own fate was ultimately
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a side note: if I had to go for Callow to finally stop bleeding, then
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I'd pull that trigger without hesitation. I'd had a good teacher when it
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came to the lesson of not getting in your own way. But trading Praesi
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occupation for Proceran annexation wasn't what I'd signed up for. It did
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not escape me that Malicia was responsible for a lot of what she
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predicted -- she and Black had been the ones to shave away Callowan
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nobility one assassination at a time, and it was them who'd ensured
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there would be restless former soldiers in Procer by feeding the flames
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of civil war. But responsibility wasn't how any of this got solved, much
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as I despised the notion of cleaning up a mess not of my own making.
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``That might be true,'' I said. ``It still doesn't make sticking with
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you shine in comparison. Callow still gets fucked under the Tower, even
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with me in between. The Principate are pricks, but at least they don't
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turn cities into graveyards. `Low taxes but the occasional spot of
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genocide' is a pretty low bid to beat.''
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``There will be no second instance,'' the Empress said. ``It was an
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extraordinary occurrence -- and mistake -- allowed to meet an
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extraordinary threat.''
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``The High Lords-``
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``Are broken for a generation, now that you killed Akua Sahelian,''
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Malicia said. ``A generation is more than I need to ensure they never
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rise again.''
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``And what happens when the next extraordinary threat comes around?'' I
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pushed. ``Does Vale get it next?''
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``Ah, you misunderstand me,'' the Empress smiled. ``There is no next
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threat. So long as we are no longer the aggressor, which can be ensured
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in way satisfactory to you, we have the deterrent to effectively smother
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in the crib any call for a crusade. The weapon does not need to be used,
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Catherine. It just needs to \emph{exist}.''
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That was what she'd said, just after Diabolist spoke to me. Her one
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sentence. \emph{Take this city without destroying it, and there will be
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no more wars}. And she might be right, I thought. If any mobilizing
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invading army was immediately sanctioned by a Hellgate opening in that
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nation's heartlands, it would put a hard damper on the calls to go
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crusading. And if she never gave them a banner to rally around by
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attacking neighbouring countries, how many rulers were really going to
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be willing to risk that mess for a point of principle? It wouldn't be
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the pretty peace I'd envisioned, but thinking this could be done cleanly
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has brought nothing but disaster at my feet. And yet.
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``Reparations,'' I said. ``If you're really serious about this,
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everything that got wrecked in a Praesi war gets rebuilt on Praesi coin.
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And we're done with compromise within the borders. Callowan law as
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decreed by the crown is paramount. No more legions garrisoning our
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cities or Praesi ruling them. Callow is now sanctioned to raise its own
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army, answerable directly to me.''
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The Empress studied me.
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``You ask for an independent nation under nominal Tower authority,'' she
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finally said.
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``Diabolist took a ride on the crazy side,'' I said, ``but she was right
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about one thing: there's always a cost. You want me to keep Callow in
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the fold? Fine. Here's my price.''
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``I will require Liesse to be under direct Imperial control,'' Malicia
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said, and it tasted like triumph.
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``I'll want soldiers in the city as well,'' I bluntly replied, mastering
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myself. ``Your people already pulled that trigger once. It's not
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happening again without my permission.''
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``You can't be serious,'' Black said, and he sounded genuinely appalled.
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I turned to him, but his eyes were entirely on Malicia.
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``Catherine is young, and so I forgive the impulse of seeking easy
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solution,'' he said. ``But you, Alaya? We built this empire on the bones
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of men who make fortresses like this. \emph{We have seen them fail}.''
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``We have seen them \emph{use} those weapons and fail, Amadeus,'' the
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Empress said, and it was like I wasn't even in the room. ``This is
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different. We avoid the conflict entirely.''
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``This is a clarion call for every hero on the fucking continent,''
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Black harshly said.
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I almost flinched, even now. It was rare to hear him curse, much less in
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a tone that icy.
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``Think beyond your precious war, Amadeus,'' the Empress bit out. ``It
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cannot be won. It cannot even be fought or we risk everything.''
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``\emph{This} risks everything,'' he spat. ``Let's not even talk about
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how it will look to keep a weapon built on Callowan corpses -- this is
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foolish, in and of itself. It would have us dependant on a device not of
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our own making we barely control, and the dependence alone is enough to
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bury us.''
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``It will draw heroes,'' Malicia said. ``I will not deny that. But we
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have killed heroes before, a great many of them. And now they will lack
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rulers backing them. A hero without a kingdom's backing is just a
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dangerous vagrant, Amadeus. A lesser threat than a full crusade, by any
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objective measure.''
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``It will not be green boys and scrappy orphans who come calling,
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Malicia,'' Black said. ``Every old monster hidden in some faraway corner
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will crawl out of the woodworks to end us. You think the \emph{White
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Knight} is the sharpest blade the Heavens have to bare?''
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``You speak of beating back half the continent and tell me this is the
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threat?'' Malicia replied, tone growing sharp. ``Set aside your bloody
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pride for a moment and \emph{think}. We did not build this empire so you
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could throw it all away because you want to bloody the eye of the
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Heavens over some philosophical point.''
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``We did not build this empire so you could bet its fate on a
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\emph{magic trick} instead of preparations forty years in the making,''
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he said, tone just as sharp and twice as contemptuous.
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``Your way has Callow a battlefield for the fourth time in three years,
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Black,'' I said, and from the way both of them twitched I saw they'd
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entirely forgotten I was there. ``I can't accept that. You can't
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\emph{ask} me to accept that, looking at what's around us and who's
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responsible for it. It's\ldots{} enough. Too much has already been done.
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If the heroes come, we'll kill them. Hells, the fortress doesn't have to
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stay here. We can fly it halfway into the Tyrian Sea and sink their
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boats as they come. The heroes will come with the crusade anyway. What
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do we actually lose by doing this? If the weapon is broken, well, the
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armies haven't gone anywhere have they?''
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``Your own apprentice agrees with me,'' Malicia said. ``It is not your
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way, but what does that matter if it \emph{works}?''
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Black closed his eyes. I could feel the weight of this settle onto both
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our shoulders, the pivot of this empire.
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``Maddie,'' the illusion softly said. ``Trust me. One last time. One
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last leap.''
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He flinched like she'd struck him, and it felt wrong for me to see this
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at all. Like I was looking at them stripped of their skins, of all the
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many layers of deception and protection they had accumulated since they
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were young as I was. But the gears at work were greater than any of us.
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With the pivot came more. My mantle stirred. Queenship would be granted
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to me by the Tower, by Name and by right. But not like the rulers of the
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Old Kingdom, no. Mine would not be so pristine a reign. If I was to be
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queen, it would be a queen cloaked in black with hands bloodied red.
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Though young and half-formed, the Name was taking shape. Beckoning.
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Behind my teacher and the Empress, I glimpsed a silhouette leaning
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against the wall in the back. A woman, with long dark curls and sloppily
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stained leathers. She had a silver flask in hand, and was taking a long
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pull from it. She met my eyes while wiping her mouth with the back of
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her hand. \emph{I know you}, I thought. \emph{Not this face, but I know}
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\emph{you}. She winked, and just like that she was gone. I saw Black had
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opened his eyes, and that his hand was raised.
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``I am done,'' the Black Knight said, ``with half-measures.''
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I moved, Malicia spoke, but we were both too late.
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``\textbf{Destroy},'' Amadeus of the Green Stretch said, and his Name
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pulsed.
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The array broke and the souls of the dead swept us all like a tide.
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