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\chapter*{Interlude: North II}\label{interlude-north-ii}}
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\addcontentsline{toc}{chapter}{\nameref{interlude-north-ii}} \chaptermark{Interlude: North II}
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\epigraph{``Twenty years will blend friend and foe.''}{Taghreb saying}
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Hakram Deadhand stood in a shadowed corner of the tent as his allies
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raucously argued, watching them in silence. The leaders of the dominant
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clans of the alliance, the Howling Wolves and the Red Shields, were
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trading the usual insults and boasts with the representatives of their
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allied clans. Dag Clawtoe and Oghuz the Lame towered above all others in
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that conversation, as had been the case from the start. Their clans were
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the largest and wealthiest, their deeds the greatest -- in Oghuz's case,
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anyway. Juniper's father had been a famous champion for the Red Shields
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before his leg wound. Dag instead must rely on lesser deeds and the
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reputation of the cousin that'd overshadowed him all his life.
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He was only the \emph{jemmek} of the Howling Wolves, the camp-leader,
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even though Grem One-Eye had not returned to the Steppes in decades.
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Adjutant did wade into the talks. He preferred not to. The moment to
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speak would come when the tent was empty and it was only he and
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Catherine, when he could complete her vision with what he'd seen and she
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hadn't by virtue of not being so close to it all. Detachment had been in
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Hakram's blood since he was but a boy but he'd made his peace with the
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feeling. Found the uses in having blood that rarely went red. Calm was
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what let you see with clarity and tonight, calmly looking at the
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alliance in this tent, what Adjutant saw was a losing proposition. The
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conversation was going through familiar, pointless circles.
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It would take more than champions and challenges to cut into Troke
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Snaketooth's support. It was attacking the symptom instead of the
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sickness: Troke was not popular because he had many champions, he had
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many champions because he was popular. The chieftain of the Blackspears
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was growing more powerful by the day, and the longer the conversation
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went on the more Hakram realized that none of them had any idea of what
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to do about it. It was not that they were fools, or dim, but that they'd
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never had to deal with being this position before. The Blackspears had a
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foul reputation, while the Howling Wolves and the Red Shields had been
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held in high honour for decades.
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They were still popular even now, but the ground was shifting under
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their feet. Hakram thought that under all the boasts and shouts he might
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be hearing a thread of disquiet. They could feel it too, the wind
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turning against them.
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There was no point in staying here, Adjutant realized. No solution to be
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found in this tent, only the same conversation had in one of a hundred
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different ways. Yet he was not discouraged, for Hakram Deadhand had
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already figured out where he \emph{would} find his answer. Adjutant was
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one of the Woe, and so he knew that one could learn from enemies as well
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as allies. Still silent, he slipped out of the tent and into the muddy
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grounds of the great camp surrounding the fortress of Chagoro. Not too
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long ago, Hakram had received an invitation by Sigvin of the Split Tree
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Clan to begin private talks with the Blackspears in Callow's name.
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He still held no intention of accepting that invitation, but it brought
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something to mind: the Split Tree Clan itself.
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As early as the delegations that'd been sent to Wolof he'd thought that
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alliance strange. The Blackspears had a reputation as feckless liars,
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while the Split Tree were known instead as cleaving close to old ways.
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They were known for their shamans, many of which could use magic, and
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for being willing to serve as mediators in the disputes of others. They
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were not a large clan, though, or one known for its warriors. So Hakram
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had assumed the alliance with the Blackspears to be a marriage of
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convenience: they were large and powerful but of poor repute and without
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a speck of magic to call on. The weaknesses of the Blackspears would
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make the Split Tree influential over them, difficult to dislodge even
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after Troke Snaketooth took power.
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Except something didn't fit in that story. Adjutant hadn't noticed it
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the last time he'd gone to the edge of the territory claimed by the
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Split Tree Clan, but now that he knew what to look for it was hard to
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miss. Troke Snaketooth had been showering his allies and servants in
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wealth so that the display might attract others to his banner, but there
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was no trace of that wealth in the Split Tree camp. No herds of sheep
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put to roast, no great barrels of aragh and batak freed to flow, no
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baskets full of pottery and ivory and furs. No thick rings of gold and
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jewelled earrings. The Split Tree Clan was the most important ally to a
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wealthy chief on the rise, but it was not visibly gaining from that
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position. So what was it getting paid in, power? That was not enough.
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Power might satisfy the chief and his closest circle, but a clan was
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more than these. They would see their friends and allies growing wealthy
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while they did not and there would be rumbles of discontent. So what
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\emph{was} it that the Split Tree were getting? Hakram's instincts told
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him that behind that truth lay the key to the alliance around the
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Blackspears, the key to understanding his foe. Perhaps even the key to
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turning this around. Unwilling to simply retreat after having come all
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this way, Hakram wandered off to the closest marketplace and bought a
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few skewers of horse before returning to lean against the tall post
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marking the edge of the Split Tree grounds. He'd been seen from the
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start, so he was not surprised when someone came out to meet him.
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Or who it was that'd been sent. Sigvin wore one of those tunics showing
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a generous eyeful of her scarred shoulders, which a thick braid only
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drew attention to, but this time Hakram's gaze did not stray. The calm
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was on him, the itch to understand what made something work. The same
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part of him that'd made a game about stacking stones to see how people
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would play it.
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``If it's my tent you're looking for, Hakram, you'll have to offer me a
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drink first,'' Sigvin said, flashing her fangs flirtatiously. ``And
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maybe tell me about Keter, since tales insist you've been there.''
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The tall orc did not answer, continuing to look at her clan's camp as he
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finished the last bits of his meat and tossed the skewers aside.
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``Adjutant, then,'' Sigvin mused, tone changing.
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Hakram inclined his head to the side in agreement.
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``You would have gone into the camp if you meant to accept Troke's
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invitation to talk,'' she continued, humming in interest. ``So what is
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it that does bring you here, Deadhand?''
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He had half a dozen lies ready, but what would be the point? What he
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wanted here was nothing for them to fear. Nothing they would not want to
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give him.
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``I want to understand what the Split Tree gets from this,'' Adjutant
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said. ``Why this alliance, why now? Why are you so tightly bound to a
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clan you wouldn't have looked at twice a decade ago?''
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Sigvin did not look reluctant or cautious but pleased. He'd thought she
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might. And why wouldn't she, when for the first time since Hakram had
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come to Chagoro he was trying to understand her clan instead of stepping
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over it?
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``The answer is in your question, Hakram Deadhand,'' Sigvin said. ``A
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decade ago. Give or take a few years, that's how long you've been gone
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isn't it? Since you took to the Legions.''
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``Give or take a few years,'' Hakram agreed.
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``The first of our kind Named in centuries,'' Sigvin said. ``And you
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never even came back to the Steppes.''
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There'd been a lot of that talk when he first came here, especially as
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an envoy of Callow, but it'd died out after the first few crushing
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victories in duels. It wasn't his people's way to question strength.
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``I wouldn't be Named if I had,'' Adjutant bluntly replied. ``I found my
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path far from here and it did not lead back until now.''
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And, for all that it had cost him and might yet, he did not regret it.
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``An even more damning answer,'' Sigvin replied just as bluntly. ``You
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don't see it because you were of the Howling Wolves and then a soldier
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far away, but we are not so blind: the Legions of Terror are eating the
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Clans, bit by bit.''
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Hakram felt like scoffing but restrained himself. It was obvious she
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believed every word and Adjutant believed Sigvin to be an intelligent
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woman. She would have a \emph{reason} to believe this.
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``The Legions are making the Clans richer,'' he replied instead, ``and
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without the need to fight each other for that wealth. Our people return
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home with learning and allies. We have more influence in the affairs of
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the Tower than we've had in centuries because of the same ties you
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condemn.''
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She shook her head.
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``It's the wrong sort of wealth, Adjutant,'' Sigvin said. ``It's
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imperial coin, which we use to trade with them instead of each other.
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Our people come back using the Praesi system of measurement, building
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forges the goblin way, organizing warriors in companies instead of
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warbands. It's hollowed out your own clan without Dag Clawtoe realizing
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it. The Howling Wolves don't war for cattle and land anymore, they send
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their youths south and wait for the gold to return with them. Only
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gold's not all that comes back. They began training their youngbloods in
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Legion drills a few years back, did you know? To give their youths an
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edge when they send them south to enrol.''
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Sigvin paused, strong face twisted in disgust.
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``Not if,'' she said, ``but \emph{when}.''
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There was much he could answer to that. Praesi measurements were
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superior in almost every regard to those used by learned orcs and them
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alone -- horns and fingers -- while goblins were the finest metalworkers
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on Calernia and warbands were unfit for anything but raiding as a
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military formation. It would have been easy to dismiss her words as that
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of someone from the old order, afraid of change even when that change
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was for the better. Except Sigvin was not a fool. So he looked at the
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camp of the Split Trees again with fresh eyes. Hide tents, but it was
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rare for a tent to be made all of the same hides. Different hunting
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grounds, trade with other clans. And on the people the jewelry was of
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many styles, be it thick torcs of the eastern steppes, the silver
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piercings from the headwater clans or the looping earrings of the south.
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The Split Tree Clan was traditionalist, Hakram had known that, but he'd
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not truly considered what that would \emph{mean}.
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Their wealth, their gains, were made in the traditional mould of orc
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clans since the founding of the Empire. To the Split Tree, wealth was
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something temporary. Won when the clan claimed good riverside land for a
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season and pottery could be made from clay, when good grazing lands
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allowed the clan to stay long enough for smithies to be raised and
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weapons of quality forged. Surplus was traded to other clans to fill
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needs, and when the clan was in a strong position it went raiding --
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either other orcs or humans. That stolen wealth was brought back and
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used to strengthen the clan, sometimes even to absorb smaller
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neighbours. If things went well for a few years, the clan grew.
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Clans too large were unsustainable, so the largest ones would then split
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into two and head different ways.
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It was a rough way of life, but it had worked. The harshness of the
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Steppes culled the weak but it also ensured that there could never be a
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kingly clan standing above all others: hunger bit victors just as deep
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as the vanquished. As a closed circle, the old ways of the Steppes
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really did work. Only now the circle was no longer closed. The Legions
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since the Reforms were not the same as the armies of the old tyrants,
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which had once a reign drafted orcs by the hundreds of thousands for a
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campaign and then sent them back to the Steppes after the war. The
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modern Legions kept orcs for decades, taught them Praesi ways and
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enriched them before sending them home.
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And Hakram Deadhand had seen this same machine at work before.
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``The Carrion Lord really is a magnificent bastard,'' he admitted. ``I
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had little sympathy with the moaning of Callowans when his works were
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improving so many of their lives, but I understand a little better
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now.''
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Sigvin frowned.
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``I don't follow,'' she said.
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``You think what you've found is a coincidence, then,'' Adjutant mused.
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``That's understandable, as you never saw the same unfold out west. But
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this is happening on purpose, Sigvin.''
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Because that was the Carrion Lord's way. The Clans could not truly be a
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part of a stable Praes as they were, so the man had set to smothering
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the aspects of orc culture that weren't compatible with the Dread Empire
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he envisioned: the raiding, the nomadism, the factionalism. And as was
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typical of that particular monster, he'd gone about it through a method
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that the people being changed would not fight because it benefitted
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them. Because Sigvin was right to see the Clans being made dependent on
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the south, being bound tighter, but she was missing something: most orcs
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were better off this way. It was why the Legions and the Carrion Lord
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remained wildly popular in the Steppes to this day.
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The Legions introduced wealth from the outside instead of the same
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limited wealth being competed over by clans, which meant that the Clans
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could actually grow now. And the way to bring home that gold was war,
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which Hakram's people loved, and it just so happened that it drained the
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Steppes out of the same youngbloods who'd be pushing for raids and
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fighting between clans. And it was a form of war that required training,
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which took time, so why shouldn't clans move less? They could afford to
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now that they were wealthier, anyway. Which they would remain, so long
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as they kept sending warriors to the Legions. Then once those soldiers
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returned home, having fought side by side with each other and humans,
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they found that fighting with the Clans and the rest of the Empire lost
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its allure.
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How many of your old army friends would you have to kill so you could
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steal cattle worth less than a few months of Legion pay?
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Hakram sighed. This wasn't Malicia's work. It was not the Empress' way
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to change a system when she already mastered it. Yet she'd likely
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recognized the trend and was not against reversing it, because orcs
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truly integrated into Praes were yet another power block she must
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handle. One that espoused military virtues she distinctly lacked, to
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boot. Shortly before the Liesse Rebellion, Malicia had forced the Clans
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to pay the tributes they'd withheld during the reign of Nefarious, which
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had had the effect of lowering orc enrolment in the Legions. This now
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seemed less like an isolated incident and more the like the beginning of
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a comprehensive policy that had just recently received its crowning
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jewel.
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\emph{Malicia made lords of the Steppes,} Adjutant thought, \emph{which
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seems like bringing us into the fold but is functionally the opposite.}
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Her lords of the Steppes did not hold land. They collected the orcish
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tributes on behalf of the Tower, which was an additional layer of
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separation between Praes and the Clans. Gatekeepers of influence who, by
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the very limitations of their role -- duties that would see them
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despised by other orcs, authority that derived directly from the Tower
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-- could never rise to be a threat to her reign. Now \emph{that} elegant
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little twist, the gift that doubled as clipped wings, had Malicia's
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signature over it. And it explained why the forces behind the
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Blackspears were so willing to cut a deal with the Dread Empress.
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``So when Troke makes cause with Malicia, your clan backs him because
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he's not just looking to be a lord of the Steppes,'' Hakram gravelled.
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``He wants to be the \emph{High Lord} of the Steppes.''
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Someone in a position to undo Legion influence, who by virtue of their
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title could stand between the Clans and the Empire and force a heathy
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distance. Sigvin bared her fangs at him, openly pleased.
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``So you do understand,'' she said, then slightly bared her neck in a
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display of vulnerability. ``I had feared you might not.''
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No wonder the Split Tree were good as sown to Troke's side, he thought.
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Both the Red Shields and the Howling Wolves were heavily tied to the
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Legions and had no intention of changing that policy considering how
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it'd paid off for them. As far as the Split Tree Clan was concerned, the
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alliance behind Hakram was perhaps the sole coalition of clans they
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could not under any circumstances allow to win. Otherwise the Legions
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would sink their hooks into all the larger clans and the trend would
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grow irreversible. Adjutant pushed off from the marking post.
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``Leaving already?'' Sigvin asked.
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``I need to think,'' Hakram simply said.
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About how this could be turned around.
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About whether it should.
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It took time to gather two hundred stones, enough that darkness fell.
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At the edge of the great camp that'd risen up around Chagoro, Hakram
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Deadhand sat alone in the dirt with a bright moon hung high above his
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head. Before him lay only flatlands of long grass and the distant rising
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expanse of the Northern Steppes, a horizon of nothingness crowned by
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cold stars. And just the way he had when he'd been a boy, Hakram stacked
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stones. Seventy in a pile to the left. A rough estimate of the clans
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that backed Troke Snaketooth and his Blackspears, the orcs that stood
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behind the dream of a High Lord of the Steppes. Forty-six in a pile to
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the right, Dag and Oghuz and old loyalties. The promises of the
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Conquest, faithfully kept, and hunger for more of the same.
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In between the piles stood a sea of undecided clans, smaller alliances
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that a day's turn could make or break. Orcs with their ear to the wind,
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waiting to hear how it would turn.
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Through this, Hakram had laid out the bare shape of the \emph{taratoplu}
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taking place at the fortress of Chagoro. This was the game he had been
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playing since he came here, promises and sigils and duels. It was the
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game Troke Snaketooth had been beating him at, would keep beating him
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at. Hakram did not know the lay of this land the way the Blackspear
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chieftain did, the friendships and feuds and shared stories that bound
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the Clans together as a people. Which meant, in truth, that he had been
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playing the wrong game. So Hakram leaned forward to trace three symbols
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in the dirt with a finger of bone: a helmet, a skull and a fang.
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The helmet he knew best, what it stood for. The clans that had tied
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themselves to the Legions, to the Reforms, to the empire promised them
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by the Carrion Lord. The chiefs who wanted to make some camps permanent,
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kept through all seasons. Only part of the clan would stay at first, for
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forges and drilling warriors and trade, but it would grow from there.
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Southern wealth pouring in, ever-closer ties to the empire, old ways
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abandoned in favour of more practical ones. Clans that heeded this new
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path would flourish, those that resisted it would whither and die. That
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path for the Clans had its roots in the alliance under Dag and Oghuz, a
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tie strong enough that repeated defeats had not shattered their faction.
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The skull he'd only begun to understand today. The clans that saw ahead
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of them a world where the Steppes were swallowed up by the Empire, where
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orcs forsook Kharsum for Lower Miezan and began singing of emperors
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instead of warlords. Where the Steppes grew ugly towns like tumours,
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imperial colonies of greenskin legionaries in the heartlands of the
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orcs. Those clans wanted disengagement. Ties with the Legions weakened
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and a unifying leader -- be they warlord or high lord -- to keep the
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Tower at bay so the Clans could become as a nation. Because that was
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what lay behind Sigvin's talk of culture: the Steppes as a kingdom
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within the Dread Empire.
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That path had its roots in the backers of Snake Troketooth, but would
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not have great loyalty to the man. It had chosen him as a candidate
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because he could be influenced and served their purposes, not out of any
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love for the cheiftain
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And the last, the fang, was somehow both the simplest and the most
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complex of the three. It was everyone else, the chiefs and clans who
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cared nothing for either sort of talk. Hunger had no philosophy, for all
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that the Wasteland liked to pretend otherwise. The great majority of the
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clans would follow who promised the best plunder, the most food, who
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allowed them to settle grudges to their advantage and earn glory in
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battle. Some of these had gone Troke's way already because he looked
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like the winner and they wanted to be on the winner's side. There was no
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vision of the future behind them save a gaping maw biting down on the
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world, and more orcs thinking this way than the other two put together.
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It was a path without intent, the Clans remaining as they were and
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letting Creation pass them by. Walking away from the end of the Age of
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Wonder, guests in their own world.
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These were, Hakram Deadhand thought, the three paths now laid out for
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the Clans: integration, disengagement, abstention. Only they were all
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flawed, he thought, and so he turned to address the night.
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``You would argue for the helmet, I know,'' Hakram said. ``Even though
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you refused your own people that fate and crowned Vivienne so she could
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reforge the broken shards of the Old Kingdom.''
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Catherine would lean the way of the Legions because the Legions were as
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much her home as the land she'd bled so much for. It would change the
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orcs, she might argue, but would it be for the worse? Raiding put the
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Clans at odds with everyone around them, internal wars weakened them as
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a people and permanent towns would make life better for tens of
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thousands of orcs. It would be a greater good than evil, she'd argue.
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``But there will be a price,'' Hakram told the night. ``We will become
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the Duni of the north. Good for fighting and labour but not \emph{truly}
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Praesi. We lose everything that we are without becoming equals.''
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Perhaps in one or two generations if the Reforms held that would become
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untrue, but that was a roll of the dice. \emph{Would} the Reforms hold?
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Even if the Carrion Lord came to rule, as Catherine wanted, would his
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successors continue his policies? It was betting the fate Clans on trust
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in a Tower whose steps dripped with the blood of a thousand coups.
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Hakram's gaze drifted to the left, where another ghost waited for him to
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argue with. There was not a doubt in his mind that Vivienne Dartwick
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would be on the side of disengagement, of the skull.
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``You'd argue that the Split Tree are right,'' Hakram said. ``That Praes
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would ruin us and only distance can prevent it. A High Lord of the
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Steppes would keep away the Tower and let us strengthen ourselves, make
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our own laws and change on our own terms.''
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But that, too, was ignoring some truths. Because even Sigvin, who cursed
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the Legions with her eyes, had not spoken of ending ties with them
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entirely. Engaging with Praes enriched the Clans in a way that isolation
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simply could not. Starvation was no longer decided by the year being
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good or bad, by a raid or a war having gone one way or the other.
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Already the Clans traded almost as much with humans as they did with
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each other, by the estimates of the Eyes, and ending that trend would
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starve and impoverish half the Steppes. The Clans could live without
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Praes but to grow, to \emph{thrive}? The Dread Empire was needed.
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As for the Praesi, the land the orcs lived in was a heavy hand on the
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fate of the people.
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``I don't believe we would hold, without either war or Praes,'' Hakram
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told the night. ``We are not Callow, Vivienne. Even at our peak, we were
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not a nation in the human way of it. We unite against something, someone
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-- or when there is another way to gain aside from eating each other.''
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How long would the closed kingdom that Sigvin dreamed of truly last once
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the war ended? How many clans backing Troke would stay loyal, when their
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bellies were full and their chests filled with plunder and there was
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nothing left to do but return home to the same old feuds? It was
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building a tower on sand. And that left only one path, the fang. Burying
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one's head in the sand, failing to make anything of the great gathering
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at Chagoro. And so the night could only wear one face: golden eyes and
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dark skin. Akua Sahelian. Another who now sat at crossroads, the
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threshold of changes only dimly felt.
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``I can break it,'' the Adjutant said. ``The taratoplu. I would only
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need to raise another two past forty stones to take the wind out of
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Troke's sails, and I\ldots{} know that it can be done.''
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The aspect pulsed in him faintly. \textbf{Find}. If he went looking for
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the hammers that would bring down this house, he would find them. This
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he knew, sure as dawn. Hakram could prevent anyone from winning, play on
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greed and fear and hope. Had he not stood at the side of the uncontested
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mistress of that method for many years? And it was what he was meant to
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do, as the Adjutant, if he could not secure the help of the Clans for
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the Grand Alliance. It was better than letting them side with Malicia.
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And yet he did not rise.
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``What is it like, Sahelian, where you sit?'' he asked the night. ``It
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is cold away from the fire, cold enough madness earns the ring of sense
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and certainties turn to sand between your fingers?''
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Hakram had gotten a taste of what it would be like, losing Catherine.
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Losing the Woe. Becoming just another of those left behind, buried or
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forgotten. And while the shard of fear at the heart of that had been put
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to rest by the Grey Pilgrim as a city died around them, there could be
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no return to the way things had been afterwards. It was different now
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because he was different and she was different. Pretending otherwise did
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neither of them any favours. Now they both knew they could hurt each
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other in ways they could not, would not forgive.
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There was no unlearning that.
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``I don't want to ruin them,'' he admitted. ``To give them a
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nothing-future, to rob them of the pivot everyone else was allowed.''
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And this was something he wanted for himself. What a small, terrifying
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truth that was to be echoing so large in his mind. Because Hakram knew
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that, as much as he would like to blame the ghosts and the night, he was
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the only one here. And already he knew, deep down, that if he was not
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satisfied by any of the paths others would lay out for the Clans then
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there was only one answer left.
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He just didn't want to look that truth in the eye.
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Instead he looked back at the camp, the torches lighting up the night
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around the tall Soninke fortress. What did he owe these people, anyway?
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Hakram had left for the War College and never looked back. Life in the
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Steppes had left him adrift, a leaf in the wind. It had been a long way
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from here, from this land of gnawing, that he had found a home. What did
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ten thousand miles of snow and the poor fools in it matter to him, that
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he should sacrifice for them? And it would be a sacrifice, he would not
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delude himself otherwise. He and Catherine had been bound by an oath
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under moonlight, and it would be the end of that oath. Even if it was
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taken again, it would not be the same.
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So Hakram turned his gaze ahead, finding\ldots{} nothing. Empty plains
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as far as the eye could see, bathed in white. The same kind of emptiness
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he had glimpsed in Scribe after she was cut adrift. He'd wondered,
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sometimes, if she had been like him from the start. If becoming one of
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the Calamities had been like someone blew colours into a world of grey,
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like finally she could taste and hate and want to \emph{be someone}.
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Only it'd not been about the Calamities, had it? It'd been about the
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Carrion Lord, and the Carrion Lord had set her free of his service in an
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act of loving cruelty. Cat still thought Eudokia would turn on them, but
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Hakram knew better. No one would risk being scalded like that twice.
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And had Hakram not, this very day, boasted in the privacy of his own
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mind that he knew how to learn from enemies and allies both? The
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Webweaver had been one and the other, at different times, and ever a
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warning since they encountered each other in Salia.
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``A temple built on a single pillar will fall,'' Hakram said, quoting an
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old Miezan proverb.
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And he still did not want to ruin his kind. To make them less than they
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could be. There was a path to chart, he thought. One he could dimly make
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out in the gloom of the night. A way to take from the empire without
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being taken, to stand without standing alone. It would be dangerous and
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delicate, play great powers against each other and raise a banner that
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could not be easily lowered. But it could be done. Hakram just wished
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that someone else could do it in his stead. Yet the stones did not lie,
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he thought, looking down. They never did. In a game of diminishing
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returns there could be no winner, only shades of defeat.
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And if not Hakram, then who?
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Moonlight painted the empty plains pale, and the stones at his feet too.
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Adjutant -- no, not that anymore he thought. Perhaps never again. He was
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not making the choice of that path. Hakram Deadhand rose to his feet,
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bathed in moonlight, with no one to pull him up. A western breeze
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rustled across tall grass, a shiver, and old words came to him. The Old
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Boast, which orcs had once sung blade in hand when the hands and blades
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were still theirs.
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``I made an empire out of nothing
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So,
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Warring under the summer sun
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Rivers ran red, the sky did weep
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As I raised a city of clay
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To rule men from far away.
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But as my glory fades to gray
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And rides to me my own red day
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Now I know clay does not keep,
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And that rivers, both ways they run:
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So,
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I made an empire out of nothing.''
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Stillness reigned in his wake. \emph{Warlord}, the wind whispered
|
|
against the grass. The poem was an old boast, an old warning. Kingdoms
|
|
came, kingdoms went and so much for their petty kings. People were never
|
|
as important as they thought they were.
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But if not Hakram, then who?
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So he went back to the torches, to the camp.
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To the work that needed doing.
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